Good bye, good goody girl

Sep 20, 2004

just a day, just an ordinary day.

There are 95 days until Christmas.....arghh.
Christmas is the only time where i can feel at peace with myself....it's the best day ever.

I need something good, something really good. Tell me something good!!!!!

Oh! i saw Bennett in the hall today. That was good. He's adorable!!!! He's mine. I claim him.
Oh! and i get to get out of class everytime i feel i have low blood sugar!! thats so awesome....im taking advantage of that!!!! yess.
And that was my beautiful day...ta da!

I wish i could talk to you....but i cant (get it?) yeah?

"Be thou my vision, oh Lord of my heart."

I need that vision, and only that vision....Ive strayed from what is the most important thing....ahhh im selfish!!
Im so thankful for everything!!!
OHH! And laurie, i looove you sooo much!! Im am praying non-stop for you!!! i miss you...a lot.

God bless!!!
~Melissa~

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Sep 19, 2004

Nowhere

IM GETTING NOWHERE!!!!!!!!!
I stress and stress, but is it ever gonna get me anywhere?.......NOPE!!!!!!!!!!
Ive had a crappy week.

But i have hope!!! I need to breathe!!!

I love you Meg....youve been a pal.

"No matter what we do, No matter what they say
We're the song inside the tune
Full of beautiful mistakes"

-C. Aguilera-

God bless!!!
~Melissa~

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Sep 15, 2004

Its a Beautiful day in the neighborhood

Wont you be mine, wont you be mine.

ahhhh...pretty skies today...but its waay too hot...as always...
YAY!!! I SAW LAURIE YESTERDAY!!!!!!!! IT WAS SUPER GREAT TO SEE HER!!! I LOOOVE YOU BEBE!!! OHHH MAN, IVE NEVER HAD HAPPY TEARS QUITE LIKE THAT. SHE MAKES ME SOO HAPPY!!! AHHH!
IT WAS A BEAUTIFUL MOMENT.

And jess! hahaha, i love our beautiful talks on the phone/pee-ing time.... hhahahahahaha....they add a spark to my day!!

ahh, and i saw WICKED!!! omg soooooo goood. Kamen bought a bootleg copy of Kristen's last night...ohh man....it was awesome!!!!!! I want to be in it!!!!!!! Its definitely a favorite of mine! ahhhhhhhhhh sooooo soooo good! Bravo!

"Unlimited, my future is unlimited. And just had a vision almost like a prophecy...i know. Its sounds truly crazy, and true the visions hazy, but i swear some day theyll be a celebration throughout Oz, thats all to do with me!"

YAY! ahhhh...im so happy right now. Im so content. Everything is coming along beautifully. I love life. I just thought about all my blessings. hehe...today was a wonderful day....for no specific reason. I should know that everyday is a wonderful day. oh, and im very happy to know that David is feeling better than he did...i was worried. Even though i hate him. :) Anywho im off to get some Physics done, so can have a lot of bible time with alice....whoopie!!! Until next time....
God bless you wonderful people!

~Melissa~

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Sep 12, 2004

Embarassing?

"I feel stupid," she said with her finger placed on top of her nose (Ha! Meg)

Stupiditystu·pid·i·ty
n. pl. stu·pid·i·ties

The quality or condition of being stupid.
A stupid act, remark, or idea.

Yep I feel stupid.....ahhh, you know the feeling when you totally embaress yourself? like big time embarassment? yeah....
HI finals....hahaha.... i dont care....speech tournaments are stupid...yesss

Goodness gracious, I suck, i suck, i suck, i suuuuuuck!!!!!

A little song for my benefit,

When you come home...I should have told them I was sick last week
They're gonna think this is the way I sing. Why is the pianist playing so loud?
Should I sing louder? I'll sing louder
Maybe I should stop and start over. I'm gonna stop and start over
Why is the director staring at his crotch? Why is that man staring at my resume?
Don't stare at my resume. I made up half of my resume
Look at me. Stop looking at that, look at me
No, not at my shoes. Don't look at my shoes
I hate these freaking* shoes. Why did I pick these shoes?
Why did I pick this song?
Why did I pick this career?
Why does this pianist hate me?

Why am I working so hard?
These are the people who cast Linda Blair in a musical
Goodness gracious*, I suck, I suck, I suck, I suck
When fin'lly you come home to...
Okay, thank you
Thank you so much

Okaaay, i should work on my homework.....bc if i dont and i get an even lower GPA score, ill feel even more stupid than i already feel!! eeeek
Okay, thank you, thank you so much......i will not be the girl stuck at home in the burbs, with the baby, the dog and the garden of herbs!!!

I love you all. God bless!
~Melissa~

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Sep 9, 2004

There's someone searching

Someone searching
Searching for someone
Everywhere and endlessly
Wishing, waiting
Could there be someone?
Searching for
Someone searching
-Ginny Owens-

She says it all......you know.

~Melissa~

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Sep 8, 2004

sexy song

Shame on me

Shame on me wanting you
The way i fantasize about
What i'd give, what i'd do
I just want to work you out
Times like this I'm so glad that you can't read my mind
Shame on me another time

Please dont walk away
I'm only drifting 'cause you look so good tonight
Now that we're alone it's so hard to listen
You know you got me mesmerized

Ohhh wow, Ryan Cabrera. Good song....it makes me feel sexy....hahaha
Im all about updating with songs....music is my life

School is one crafty bitch
Im sick of playing the GPA game....its over....im through...ta da!
Tournament on Friday? yes yes, and i dont have my HI memorized at all.
9,000 worksheets in Government due tomorrow.
Trigonometry...enough said
Looking like you got in a fight because your nose is bruised from sinus crap
ahhh goood times!

Im keeping my head up and my heart high!!! God is wonderful.
Bless all!!!
~Melissa~

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Sep 7, 2004

Singing silently

I have no voice!!!!! But ill sing with josh silently

"Remember"

Remember, I will still be here
As long as you hold me, in your memory

Remember, when your dreams have ended
Time can be transcended
Just remember me

I am the one star that keeps burning, so brightly,
It is the last light, to fade into the rising sun

I'm with you
Whenever you tell, my story
For I (right here is the prettiest sound that you will ever hear) am all I've done

ahhh josh, what a great guy.
Quiet time!!!
God bless!!!!!
~Melissa~

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Dream of tomorrow

I wander lost in yesterday,
wanting to fly-
but scared to try.

But if someone like you
found someone like me,
then suddenly
nothing would ever be the same!
My heart would take wing,
And I'd feel so alive,
if someone like you
found me.

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Sep 4, 2004

Its hard, but im not complaining

Urghhh...this is umbelievably hard!!!!!!!

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Sep 3, 2004

KRISTEN = FUN WEEKEND!!

yipeee!!! wahooooo!!! Kristen is gonna be here in 2 hours....whoop whoop! I love her!!!! yay.....this weekend is gonna kick!!! Since i havent seen her in forever, were gonna make this weekend a special one. Here is our list of fun stuff:

-Haircuts!!! yay!
-Pedicures!!!

-Out to lunch and dinner everyday!
-Ruining our figures with tons of fatty foods!!
-Movies!!!!
-College talk!!
-Boy talk!! even tho my love life is non-existant!!
-Slumber party!!!! haha, even though we live in the same house.

Yesssss...it is going to be a grand weekend!!! I believe i havent had one of those in a really long time! yay, im excited! The only part that sux is that Jen cant be here. I wish she could!! It would make the weekend complete!

God bless everyone!!! Have a great weekend!!!!!
~Melissa~

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