Goodbye good goody girl, im changing and how
I need a place to spend the day,
Where no one says to go or stay.
Where can take a pen and draw
The Girl I mean to be.
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Sep 7, 2004
I have no voice!!!!! But ill sing with josh silently
"Remember"
Remember, I will still be here
As long as you hold me, in your memory
Remember, when your dreams have ended
Time can be transcended
Just remember me
I am the one star that keeps burning, so brightly,
It is the last light, to fade into the rising sun
I'm with you
Whenever you tell, my story
For I (right here is the prettiest sound that you will ever hear) am all I've done
ahhh josh, what a great guy.
Quiet time!!!
God bless!!!!!
~Melissa~
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I wander lost in yesterday,
wanting to fly-
but scared to try.
But if someone like you
found someone like me,
then suddenly
nothing would ever be the same!
My heart would take wing,
And I'd feel so alive,
if someone like you
found me.
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Sep 4, 2004
Its hard, but im not complaining
Urghhh...this is umbelievably hard!!!!!!!
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Sep 3, 2004
yipeee!!! wahooooo!!! Kristen is gonna be here in 2 hours....whoop whoop! I love her!!!! yay.....this weekend is gonna kick!!! Since i havent seen her in forever, were gonna make this weekend a special one. Here is our list of fun stuff:
-Haircuts!!! yay!
-Pedicures!!!
-Out to lunch and dinner everyday!
-Ruining our figures with tons of fatty foods!!
-Movies!!!!
-College talk!!
-Boy talk!! even tho my love life is non-existant!!
-Slumber party!!!! haha, even though we live in the same house.
Yesssss...it is going to be a grand weekend!!! I believe i havent had one of those in a really long time! yay, im excited! The only part that sux is that Jen cant be here. I wish she could!! It would make the weekend complete!
God bless everyone!!! Have a great weekend!!!!!
~Melissa~
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Sep 2, 2004
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....Dusty Alvarado is one awesome person. This entry is dedicated entirely to him. He makes me soooo happy. I mean i know everyone loves Dusty Alvarado, but they dont love him like i do...not even close....im his number one fan darn it!!! Great kid, he is. hahaha, wow, im being way obsessive, BUT seriously he amazes me in everyway. Im glad to have shared some awesome memories with him. Bc seriously....he will be somebody someday, and i will be able to say, I knew him when.....ahhhh what a perfect person. wonderful wonderful.
--Dusty,
Your letter and little notes make me feel so happy. Im on my 2nd day of "a walk with dusty". Yes im a dork with all my excitedness, but your soo cool! I will never forget singing at your house and performing my very first scene with you!!!! ahhh glorious! okay....now that youre officially weirded out...i should go...but! youre the greatest!! i love you for always.
~Melissa~
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Sep 1, 2004
"If i could tell the world just one thing, it would be, we're all ok. And not to worry, cause worry is wasteful and useless in times like these."
I can worry no longer.
I must say that i am so thankful for everything and everyone in my life. I am sooo blessed. I have been given many great things. I have been touched by many great people. Im living in a household that is made up of wonderful family members. Yes they can be completely weird, but theyre still awesome. I love my life. I feel guilty for not always loving what i have. Ive been selfish. Heavenly Father, i ask you for forgiveness. You have granted me a beautiful life, and when i die i will feel complete, knowing that you have loved me.
I decided to feel upset and worried for myself today. ha! that sounds exactly like a Melissa thing to do. Well this Melissa has been selfish. There's def. room for change. Im unhappy, scared, and angry right now...why do these things have to happen?!!! BUT, God has a plan for whats to come -- and i Know his plan is the right one. Im praying everyday.
All the times that Ive been worrying over myself is a waste of time and thought. Looking to the positive is always the best. (Even though a positive result may not happen) Thinking optimistically tunes your mind and heart.
Sooo, im thinking optimistically. Why worry? God will take care of it in some way, if i share it with him.
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Aug 29, 2004
Its time for the big girl stuff. Applying for college, that is. The Texas Common Application came out a couple days ago. eeek. Its starting. The thing Ive thought about since i was little. I never knew exactly where, but i knew that i would be old when the college stuff started. Im almost 18. 18!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Holy crap!!!! What is this?!! I hate growing up. ahh. Strange times.
Anywho, this weekend was Semi-successful. Klein went to the Foster Tournament where we won 2nd place in Sweepstakes. (wow, college = no more tournaments!!! whooooooooopie!!!) Individually we did fairly well. Alice - 3rd poetry, Kamen -2nd Humorous, Adam+Stephen - 3rd duet, Heather - 3rd prose, Me - 3rd dramatic....we like the number 3. Except for Kamen. Darn that kamen. He ruins everything. jkjk! hehe...yessss it was fun. Schneider and i also got to finals in duet with the most overdone piece, Gwen and Gwen. hahahaha, good good times. It was all fun and games. Literally.
wow, im extremely tired. toooo tired. i always update when im tired. Its like a routine now. silly me. Alice and i stayed up waayy to late talking about everything. I love Alice. I honestly dont know what i would do without her. great kid. indeed.
Okay, im heading off.
Oh wow!!!! the biggest, coolest news!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Kristen totally won this acting compition!!!!!!!!!! It was awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so cool!!!!!!!!!!!! But im gonna write about it later!!!! Its gonna be a long one.
Okay now im really heading off. Until next time..............
God bless you happy people!
~Melissa~
P.S. The Bowden sisters are undefeatable!!!!!! (in certain areas) ahhhhhhhh I love my sisters!!!!!!!!!!!! "youre gonna make it after all.....da na da da, da!!!!!" Kristen, everthing is falling into place. u were right. Everythang is great!!!!!!!!!
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Aug 23, 2004
YES! Shouldnt we all feel groovy? i think so. how i love simon and garfunkel.
"Feelin' groovy"
Slow down, you move too fast.
You got to make the morning last.
Just kicking down the cobble stones.
Looking for fun and feelin' groovy.
Hello lamppost,
What cha knowing?
I've come to watch your flowers growing.
Ain't cha got no rhymes for me?
Doot-in' doo-doo,
Feelin' groovy.
Got no deeds to do,
No promises to keep.
I'm dappled and drowsy and ready to sleep.
Let the morning time drop all its petals on me.
Life, I love you,
All is groovy.
God bless Simon and Garfunkel!!!!
God bless all!!!!!
My faith is strong. I love life!! so good, so happy, so blessed.
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Aug 22, 2004
yay! the leadership conference was great. I learned so many wonderful things. Unfortunately i am too lazy to write them all down. Sorry. But it was a pretty good weekend all together. It totally pumped me up for the year. This year is gonna rock! Im fricken serious. I cant wait!! If youre happy and ya know it, clap your hands. (i just clapped my hands. u know what that means) hehe. yay. happiness. i got to bond with the younger girls this weekend. we had fun talks. it was nice. The Klein drama dept. is full of such wonderful, talented women. Its kinda scary....yep...ahh, but im im officially exhausted. Sleep is a priority. Until next time....
God bless ye happy people.
~Melissa~
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Aug 19, 2004
im very bereaved and yet so convivial at the same time. People are leaving, or already gone. Its terribly sad and weird. School is different, drama is different, choir is different, my social life will be different, and intrinsically life will be a little different. Not horrible i must say. School still has its perks and its obstacles. Drama still has my all my interests and my passion. Choir is still fricken awesome. And life is very fulfilling right now. It's a brand spanking new year and it is sure to be great. Ive been having pretty good feelings lately. yes'm. I am going to miss those of you that are college/california bound. God has blessed me with putting the most wondeful people in my life. Seriously, the best moments of my life have occurred bc of the people i have known and loved. Wow, am I way cheesy or what? Kamen told me how excited he was about this year, and i must say, i am very excited as well. It is going to be the best bc im gonna make it the best. Signed, sealed, and delivered! im yours. No worries. I cant possibly have worries. What is there to worry about? I think i can deal with not being cast. I think. nope i know...obviously if i dont make a play, im not supposed to be in it, right? hahaha, i think im just setting myself up for the future. Auditions for Noises Off are soon, and yes there are only 4 girl spots. Crazy crazy. Oh well, whatever happens happens. Im not thinking about it.....geez....im the biggest dork ever. Alrighty physics must be attended to.
Until next time...
God bless!!!
~melissa~
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